Thursday, December 29, 2011
Eating a whale...
Melinda Mae
(Shel Silverstein)
Have you heard of tiny Melinda Mae,
Who ate a monstrous whale?
She thought she could,
She said she would,
So she started in right at the tail.
And everyone said,"You're much too small,"
But that didn't bother Melinda at all,
She took little bites and she chewed very slow,
Just like a little girl should...
...and eighty-nine years later she ate that whale
Because she said she would!!!
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
Polka-Dot Princess
As a little girl, she never wanted to be a princess. Though she loved all things pink, spent hours playing dress up, and wore frills and lace, she wasn’t a girly-girl. She always felt awkward…out of place…Similar to Cinderella she was a ‘do-er’. She did her chores without complaint. She kept everything in order…always looking over her shoulder to see if she was being watched. She longed to be rescued…But you would never know it by looking at her or talking to her. She accepted her duties and responsibilities and dreamed what she believed were dreams for someone else.
At times she felt like Rapunzel. Locked away behind her white picket fence, she was reminded daily to trust no one. She was kept hidden, and her secrets were concealed and undetected. She thought she was happy. She believed she was safe. And her heartfelt longings to know more…to see more…to experience more…she kept stifled and suppressed…She remained invisible, undetected, and afraid.
But today, something was different. For one brief second, when she looked in the mirror she saw a princess…a real princess. In the mirror, wearing a beautiful pale pink satin dress, a perfectly placed tiara with real diamonds, and standing confidently in her glass slippers, she saw her. It was like a dream…Her heart fluttered, but she quickly stifled it…that reflection wasn’t real, and something definitely not worth hoping for…not for her, anyway.
She looked again at the reflection and was reminded of who she is and who she isn’t…teetering in her scuffed heels, fidgeting with her untidy pink and white spotted cotton dress, and readjusting the plastic tiara, she is brought swirling back to reality. Biting her nails and wiping a stray tear that slipped from her bewildered eyes, she returns to her ‘doing’ and shuts the gate to the white-picket dungeon of her heart. Here she is safe. Here is where she finds comfort. Here is where she must remain.
In her mind it’s all pretend, a fantasy she should be ashamed of hoping for…but she just doesn’t see what He sees…not yet. She IS a real princess…a polka-dot princess…
Sunday, October 2, 2011
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
Cocoon
Pulls me into itself
Unfathomable change…unknown beauty awaits
Slow motion…suffocating…
Struggle…wanting in…wanting out…
Wrestling against self
Writhing
Splitting of mind, body, spirit
Every movement wreaks havoc on the whole…
Each breath stings - penetrating the lungs with new air…
Muffled screams
Flashback to old…comfortable…
Fear
Imperfection
Trust…permission for imperfection
Process
Truth
Transformation begins
Redemption…new life
Friday, August 12, 2011
An Explanation
Shattered…shards of broken glass
Lost…suffocating darkness
Uncertain…shadows of hidden shame
Desperate…paralyzing blindness
Confined…fortress walls of impenetrable stone
Mis-read…overlooked clues of obvious
Not heard…muted mumblings in the shadows
Silent…voiceless screams
Condemned…fatality of sins forgiven
Abandoned…prisoner of broken trust
Alone…stifling
permanent
Sunday, July 3, 2011
Still waiting for the punchline...
I know you inside and out, and find little to my liking. You're not cold, you're not hot—far better to be either cold or hot! You're stale. You're stagnant. You make me want to vomit. You brag, 'I'm rich, I've got it made, I need nothing from anyone,' oblivious that in fact you're a pitiful, blind beggar, threadbare and homeless.
Here's what I want you to do: Buy your gold from me, gold that's been through the refiner's fire. Then you'll be rich. Buy your clothes from me, clothes designed in Heaven. You've gone around half-naked long enough. And buy medicine for your eyes from me so you can see, really see.The people I love, I call to account—prod and correct and guide so that they'll live at their best. Up on your feet, then! About face! Run after God!
Look at me. I stand at the door. I knock. If you hear me call and open the door, I'll come right in and sit down to supper with you.
Sunday, May 22, 2011
Ty, the Saint Bernard
from sky to sea; he pulled me out
Of that ocean of hate, that enemy chaos,
the void in which I was drowning.
They hit me when I was down,
but God stuck by me.
He stood me up on a wide-open field;
I stood there saved—surprised to be loved!
God made my life complete
when I placed all the pieces before him.
When I got my act together,
he gave me a fresh start.
Now I'm alert to God's ways;
I don't take God for granted.
Every day I review the ways he works;
I try not to miss a trick.
I feel put back together,
and I'm watching my step.
God rewrote the text of my life
when I opened the book of my heart to his eyes.
Thursday, December 29, 2011
Eating a whale...
Melinda Mae
(Shel Silverstein)
Have you heard of tiny Melinda Mae,
Who ate a monstrous whale?
She thought she could,
She said she would,
So she started in right at the tail.
And everyone said,"You're much too small,"
But that didn't bother Melinda at all,
She took little bites and she chewed very slow,
Just like a little girl should...
...and eighty-nine years later she ate that whale
Because she said she would!!!
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
Polka-Dot Princess
As a little girl, she never wanted to be a princess. Though she loved all things pink, spent hours playing dress up, and wore frills and lace, she wasn’t a girly-girl. She always felt awkward…out of place…Similar to Cinderella she was a ‘do-er’. She did her chores without complaint. She kept everything in order…always looking over her shoulder to see if she was being watched. She longed to be rescued…But you would never know it by looking at her or talking to her. She accepted her duties and responsibilities and dreamed what she believed were dreams for someone else.
At times she felt like Rapunzel. Locked away behind her white picket fence, she was reminded daily to trust no one. She was kept hidden, and her secrets were concealed and undetected. She thought she was happy. She believed she was safe. And her heartfelt longings to know more…to see more…to experience more…she kept stifled and suppressed…She remained invisible, undetected, and afraid.
But today, something was different. For one brief second, when she looked in the mirror she saw a princess…a real princess. In the mirror, wearing a beautiful pale pink satin dress, a perfectly placed tiara with real diamonds, and standing confidently in her glass slippers, she saw her. It was like a dream…Her heart fluttered, but she quickly stifled it…that reflection wasn’t real, and something definitely not worth hoping for…not for her, anyway.
She looked again at the reflection and was reminded of who she is and who she isn’t…teetering in her scuffed heels, fidgeting with her untidy pink and white spotted cotton dress, and readjusting the plastic tiara, she is brought swirling back to reality. Biting her nails and wiping a stray tear that slipped from her bewildered eyes, she returns to her ‘doing’ and shuts the gate to the white-picket dungeon of her heart. Here she is safe. Here is where she finds comfort. Here is where she must remain.
In her mind it’s all pretend, a fantasy she should be ashamed of hoping for…but she just doesn’t see what He sees…not yet. She IS a real princess…a polka-dot princess…
Sunday, October 2, 2011
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
Cocoon
Pulls me into itself
Unfathomable change…unknown beauty awaits
Slow motion…suffocating…
Struggle…wanting in…wanting out…
Wrestling against self
Writhing
Splitting of mind, body, spirit
Every movement wreaks havoc on the whole…
Each breath stings - penetrating the lungs with new air…
Muffled screams
Flashback to old…comfortable…
Fear
Imperfection
Trust…permission for imperfection
Process
Truth
Transformation begins
Redemption…new life
Friday, August 12, 2011
An Explanation
Shattered…shards of broken glass
Lost…suffocating darkness
Uncertain…shadows of hidden shame
Desperate…paralyzing blindness
Confined…fortress walls of impenetrable stone
Mis-read…overlooked clues of obvious
Not heard…muted mumblings in the shadows
Silent…voiceless screams
Condemned…fatality of sins forgiven
Abandoned…prisoner of broken trust
Alone…stifling
permanent
Sunday, July 3, 2011
Still waiting for the punchline...
I know you inside and out, and find little to my liking. You're not cold, you're not hot—far better to be either cold or hot! You're stale. You're stagnant. You make me want to vomit. You brag, 'I'm rich, I've got it made, I need nothing from anyone,' oblivious that in fact you're a pitiful, blind beggar, threadbare and homeless.
Here's what I want you to do: Buy your gold from me, gold that's been through the refiner's fire. Then you'll be rich. Buy your clothes from me, clothes designed in Heaven. You've gone around half-naked long enough. And buy medicine for your eyes from me so you can see, really see.The people I love, I call to account—prod and correct and guide so that they'll live at their best. Up on your feet, then! About face! Run after God!
Look at me. I stand at the door. I knock. If you hear me call and open the door, I'll come right in and sit down to supper with you.
Sunday, May 22, 2011
Ty, the Saint Bernard
from sky to sea; he pulled me out
Of that ocean of hate, that enemy chaos,
the void in which I was drowning.
They hit me when I was down,
but God stuck by me.
He stood me up on a wide-open field;
I stood there saved—surprised to be loved!
God made my life complete
when I placed all the pieces before him.
When I got my act together,
he gave me a fresh start.
Now I'm alert to God's ways;
I don't take God for granted.
Every day I review the ways he works;
I try not to miss a trick.
I feel put back together,
and I'm watching my step.
God rewrote the text of my life
when I opened the book of my heart to his eyes.